I just need to get this out. x_x
I really, really love you. And I’m really depressed, because I know you don’t return the feeling. You probably won’t love me ever again. :x I know I hurt you a lot of times, and I’m sorry for that. And I’m sorry because I acted very rude last night while I was talking to you on AOLIM. I shouldn’t have yelled. I was just really mad. >__< I don’t think I can get over you. First boyfriend, first kiss. You’re really important to me, even if it seems like you’re not. I know that if you ever took me back, I wouldn’t do something stupid like this again. I’m so-totally in love with you. I think you’re “the one”.. I know, sounds cheesy right? but I really feel that way. I feel erased from your heart and I know that I won’t have a place in it anymore. :x And I’m sorry that I’m not good enough for you. When you tell me that you like me, I don’t believe it. But when you stop talking to me, I believe it. Wanna know why? Because every time you talk to me, it feels like I’m not the one you wanna talk to. & hearing your voice on that phone call today makes me miss you. :\ I miss your hugs and kisses, and those compliments that I still think aren’t true. I miss being in your arms, I miss being your girlfriend, and I just… I just miss you so much. I feel incomplete. I can’t and I don’t want to forget about you. Ilysm. But too bad for me.
If only.
